| well ım ın turkey and ıt ıs 3:24 am and ı cant sleep thats 6:24pm for anyone readıng thıs we had a really good flıght over everythıng went smoothly and ı managed to fınd a seat next to julıe on all 3 planes today we met wıth the pastor of the only offıcally recognızed protestent church ın the country he was very helpful and gave us lots of usefull ınformatıon about how we should get started ın our plan to plant churches here the most ımportant advıce and the reason ı am stıll up ıs that whoever ıs ınvoled ın startıng the fırst church should spend at least a year and a half ın country learnıng the language and the people before fındıng any lastıng success why ıs thıs keepıng me up you ask ıts because ı want to be one of the people that wıll be a part of startıng the movement that means movıng to turkey for several years at least but waıt ıt gets more complıcated Julıe who ı am very much ın love wıth ıs also extremely passıonate about seeıng the gospel spread through turkey so she wıll lıkely be a part of the fırst group lıvıng ın country when we heard thıs news we both looked at each other and ıt seemed that we both knew that we were meant to come back together ım rambelıng because ı am very overwhelmed ın the next year ı could be leavıng the us and gettıng marrıed ı may not sleep for the rest of the week ıf anyone stıll reads thıs pray for me i need ıt |
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| well i dont usually quote song lyrics but this just seemed apropriate
It's all in your mind,
She said
The darkness and the light,
The clock, it bleeds for you
But you never got the time in right,
the story of my life
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| I saw you dancing in the rain
to the tune of distant thunder
your feet played over the grass
and splashed in tiny pools
as the nightingales sang
I thought that i had wandered into a dream
and i longed to join in your dance
so called to you "Tinuviel"
the spell was broken and you were gone
i lay down to sleep in this enchanted wood
hoping some day again to find my fair Tinuviel
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| well im back in arkado and im trying to decide if im going to be in school this semester registration is tomorrow so i guess i need to figure it out its a really scarey thought that the rest of my life rests on what i decide in the next 24 hours cause i know that if i dont go back now theres probably not a good chance of me going back in the future the truth is i really dont want to go back cause i hate it here but i dont have a clue what to do otherwise a friend of mine and i were joking last night about running away to europe and it sounded like a great idea but it costs money to get to europe i dont have any of that right now so here i am
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| time for a new post that could be all cause i really dont have much to say except that life is wierd and i need a time machine
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